Isa 41:10-13 Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand

It seems that you are being tested at every turn. I see you hanging onto your hope. Never give up. For in this testing is the proving of your character and the preparation for the great things coming your way. I am preparing you for things that you can't handle right now. You were not chosen by chance but rather with purpose. For I know the plans I have for you, My plans for your future are good.

Stop any leaning towards discouragement and self-pity. You don't have time for that. Cast all your fear on Me and you will not be disappointed. If you lose your hope you also lose your vision. Satan knows that if he can cause you to fear and dread he can interrupt the plans I have for your good and your blessings.

You can't expect anyone else to encourage you; they are busy fighting battles of their own. You must do as David did, encourage yourself in the Lord.  Your battle will be won when you enter into your pray closet. There I will be waiting for you with divine instructions. There you will hear from Me, there you will be encouraged, there you will be strengthened, and there I will teach you to press your way.  I want you to be strong, confident and unbreakable.

Again I say unto you never give up, it's only a test